Shallow Love / Roman Picisan (based on that stupid FTV)

First time looked at her, i feel xoxo but then when I know more about her, i make myself care to her and feel to make her secured and curious about her status and state of mind. But then i realize my buds also adore her so much and wanted to “have” her so much in the first place. But again he is my buds, what can i say about this peculiar condition that make me i don’t really know how to describe it in a word. The more i talk and share thoughts with her, the more the feelings that i have keep stronger and stronger. I don’t really know what has The Lord wants, but It forced me to walk through my dreams and worsely I kissed her and play my finger to her self priority dignity. Oh God please tell me what you’re planning to do. My mom said if you really wanted something in your belongings and you’re dreaming in your sleep about it, then you won’t get it. I feel my self afraid of this state. But this is not something but someone.It really happened when i wanted a console, and till now it’s not in my hand and also other things too.I really hope that this won’t backfire me again. Because I’m quite sure about this feeling and really intend to have a word and state my sense to her, but don’t know when and how it would be accomplished by then.